Green Light

and now i can confirm - why they indeed call it high or being stoned.
everything feels as if its weightless.
and your control over your motions is next to none
effectively set in stone. a stop motion life.
stuck in the arrest of THCPD...the charge: kissing the sky.
even doing something mundane, such as typing on this keyboard,
becomes a Marijuana epic, a 4th Dimension classic.
this is my St. Elsewhere.
i have arrived at intended destination.
floating alone to a 1-boat paradise.
this smoke has possessed me, and if it were not for the intoxicating spirit,
i'd have cried foul long ago.
this was a destination that was spoken of in mythical tones by yours truly,
until the gateway to the 8th way was discovered.
and from there on out the way of traveler was more clear and magic than ever. dancing with the dirty mistress.
scheduling an appointment for epiphany. this is pure potent poetry.
an ode to the lady of the green. the editor of the auditory.
a temptation you can neither deny nor try and desecrate.
a massage you cannot see but can fully feel. and this has been my trip for some time.

Little Ally

daddy used to beat me, and my mama say i'm useless
people wonder how i get through this, and the truth is
pure determination and the will to not quit
even though there was days where i wish this shit
would just go away r i would go in the light
one thing to be stern, but another to literally strike
fear into something you supposed to show love to
turn them i love yous to passionate fuck yous
what did i do to get treated like a prisoner of war
if you planned on hurting me so, what you keep me for?
no one on earth should be kicked on, dissed and ignored
wish i could bore the pain out of my head til i hurt no more

The Great White

Once upon a time, not too long ago
I had a jones for pure coke, and was losing hope
Killing my soul, and the person that mattered most
But she was a soldier, and refused to leave the post
A thank you would do her no justice
First girl I ever met that had a little substance
Kicking the habit, I had many a night where i
Would have cold sweats in the bed, laying up and I’d cry
Withdrawal is a bitch, and I hate her so much now
Letting her go is one reason I’m so proud
Cause I can live freely with my wife and all
The bad shit I used to do is just a waterfall
see You have come to rescue me
The alpha and omega, that’s all you’ll be
the only man in your life is what im striving to be
I love you unconditionally, that’s what I want you to see

Movements.And.Melodies

let me tell you, i havent been honest
i feel its convenient while the first is upon us
my motives ain't with you, they're with a bitch eyed blue
i can't help the way i feel, it's just how i do
cant separate a dream from reality
prematurely jumping in at the expense of my sanity
so if you stay, there's gonna be days that i'm jaded
when i'm not up for playing, and the mood will be faded
i know you like me a lot, makes it that much harder
to spark a flame ending this, can't be a firestarter
it's early to judge, but if you happen to care fo me
try to help me through it, give me support and put it below me
young man got the world misunderstood
a lot of people say they would change things if they could
fuck that, i'd rather live in this rain to see a rainbow
but i already know, you wont see it from my angle
been from 4 months to four weeks, stained clothes and bedsheets
to them 30 days where my fuckin head was engaged in a trackmeet
just can't wash this bullshit away and come out cleaner
i'm trying and trying and trying and trying and trying not to deceive her
the wounds aint healed from these bitemarks and bloodstains
choking on cellophane and propane-laced cocaine
got my mind stumped, throat lumped and eyes carrying baggage
been through it before, but this ain't ya average
dilemma, i'm inna, but sadly she ain't
she's my rock, but i'm disposable like inkpens and spraypaint
which should make this a unanimous decision
a bitch's manipulation is makin neurological incisions
tearing up a happy home, so u could have a happy zone
fucking me on the third day, and giving really sloppy dome
last line ain't mean nothing, just like you and us and
it's that ex-factor that got a nigga frontin

Suicidal Ronnie

little ronnie ran straight on the thick yellow line
didn't take heed of the do not enter sign
the wrong way, he paid it no mind either
he was always the follower and never the leader
chasing these cars, he would do every chance he got
thinking of the consequences, something that he would not
he knew these unpredictable creatures would kill him one day
especially on the days he would walk straight into traffic on a one way

Another Voicemail...

Yes, I'll leave it...leave it throbbing! Leave it in your stomach...leave it up to me to re-route your fallopians...i get a kick out of stickin you with the six stick...bent over like a treble clef, i'm giving you tons of melody when i slide the dick near the crack of your ass like a violin string

I live for challenges...i'll give you two positions and you'll clench me like you're temporarily seized...i didn't enjoy those 4-inch heels in the small of my back, but you HAD to have loved it in the small of your clit with one hand on your hips and one pulling hair...how's that for a love-hate relationship

The pussy was so good, you made me say my own name? I'm sorry, that was just me on an ego trip. Cause you know I say "i'm so good-lookin i'd fuck me?" well yeah, i was imagining that. How did you like that cool marble on those asscheeks...pretty convenient considering your ass was red as a rose.

Fucking with you, i know my ABC's: c-l-i-t-o-r-i-s. c-u-n-t.
You know, i have a problem with you talking shit: i don't try to impress the unimpressive. the only cavity i want to talk about is my dick and two fingers in three of your body cavities

And by the way, I'll be there in Chicago, when you take that friend of yours...THEY MADE THAT FROM A MOLD OF MY DICK...

Voicemail Vendetta

Please record your message after the tone:

Hmm…well.

I can’t even be mad at you for re-opening that hole in the plaster wall...again.
to be frankly honest with you, I’d like to fuck you with just the tip.
'Cause you've got me fiendin like Jodeci.
There’s no use in even thinking about stopping the addiction...
You’d only make things worse, coming six times worse.

I’ve inspected and injected, and my bath and body works.
I call my dick Verity, and you know what they say – truth hurts.
I gotta say, with that pearl necklace and birthday suit, you look dressed to impress

Three hundred thread count my ass, my white sheets are in shreds
from you taking out your sexual frustrations...
and the fact that you came so hard, you blew a hole through my sheet
But that’s ok, because I took out my frustration on your clit

I'm so uptight, because I’m about unleash the great white
Right onto your face, therefore your new name is Babyface

I got a rough order of fucking here, with a side order of hand full of hair, red ass cheeks and raunchy nothings in my ear
You can pay me later in blowjobs and facials
So don’t worry about not getting yours, ok?

Poetry in motion if I don’t say so myself
No offense, but I don’t want neither breakfast nor eggs
I need three orders of sleep...

*Beep* If you’re satisfied with your message, press 1....

Stay Strong

i'm going through troubling times in my lives
my face says i'm doing well, my heart says otherwise
somewhere i don't wanna be, a rock and a hard place
really don't wanna think, the brain's at a slow pace
been plenty of years since i said grace
before i went to sleep, with the foot of the bed at my face
maybe that's the reason my moods change with the seasons
hemorrhage in my hand but i just cant stop the bleeding
i'm not your average nigga, so average solutions won't do
and that's why sometimes i feel halfway blue
it's hard out here for me, i wish that you knew
i kinda wish that you, could have the slightest of a clue
to let you know that my life ain't all comedy
a little bit of drama, horror and pornography
should go to college, and major in geography
so i can flee the scene, and then minor in finding me
i know my girl knows that i've got problems
and it hurts cause i don't know how the fuck to solve em
thinkin about the memories gets me delirious
first i thought it would pass, it's gotten more serious
good times in Loose Park, warm rain after dark
kissing under the stars, so many places to start
three days and fuckin, that really meant something
first time i didnt have to do no frontin for nothin
thats why i need a way to put this on the back burner
cause God knows, dont wanna be the next to hurt her
hanging her feelings from under a cork tree
she'd serve me revenge, atreyu know i can't eat
have me in my Nikes, be running like Forrest G.
if i put her through pain, i'm sprinting eternally
i might not express a lot of things to you
but i appreciate the care and things you do
some days, i don't feel like getting up
and some days, i feel like giving up
but i figure if i've come seven thousand days wit yall
today damn sure won't be my last hurrah
been through the wire, fire and brimstone
7 break-ups and watching my pops go home
8 years, 11 months after he fathered me
yeah, it hurts, all the sons and fathers i see
all these years, that's what i wanted for me
never got to see what he wanted from me
but i gotta believe through all this crying
one day i'll be aerial with him, forever flying
laugh it up, catch up on old events
also, discuss those tragic days, how they came and went
haha, i look how you look, and acted how you acted
just wanna let you know, that i love you for that kid