Finding My Forever

Within my soul, lies the burning urge
to find my immortal, my perpetual
one which lingers in the conscience
like a beautiful disease
that i volunteer to contract
because thi infection is perfection
it festers within me and manifests
itself through my actions
the side effect is ultimate satisfaction
a smile on face, pep in my step
the sky in my eyes
through those pretty brown ones
my forever lies

Dying Is the Cheapest Way to Escape Your Problems But You Know How I Am With Money

This fortress is one i cannot penetrate
My being lies within its walls
Answers, reasons, and questions
Not a brick of it will succumb
Not even my reason for walking this earth
The unconditional one who considers me worthy
Cannot persuade it to surrender
And now for reasons which lie beyond this
Impregnable monstrosity
I am not worthy to tread the trail
Or breathe the air
Worst of all, it is my own fortress
So what is the use of perpetuating your vitality
When you cannot even grasp it?