Fuck Love

why am i to embrace
a concept that forces me
to wrinkle my face
something that wreaks havoc
on my emotions
and unto which i focus
my undying devotion
is there a reason we
align ourselves with something
that hates us
and still smile after it
breaks us
what's this construct
this institution
which, if not properly handled
subjects you to
personal persecution
four letters
l-o-v-e
to it, i have been vanquished
and it makes a killing off my anguish

Want You But I Can't Have You

the musings in my mind
get the best of me
they start to wander
subconscious addresses me
these ramblings force me to ponder
i'm smitten with the unattainable
she has attributes that complete me
but the realities of nature are painful
and occasionally deplete me

The Finality of It All

it was a time where i thought it was going to be forever.
but then life got in the way.
and neither of us could handle it.
it's over. and i don't know how to feel about it.
i feel like i'm drowning away all the time i invested.
but on the other end, i'm free to find myself.
but freedom isn't everything...
i love you but i think its best we part.
and it kinda hurts you don't wanna be friends.
you've befriended far worse people...but hey.
it's over.